Tuesday, January 11, 2011

♥D's*World♥: Falling apart

♥D's*World♥: Falling apart: "Ok so I really feel like me and Brad are completely falling apart. Its like we can spend days together and be absolutely as loving and intim..."

Falling apart

Ok so I really feel like me and Brad are completely falling apart. Its like we can spend days together and be absolutely as loving and intimant as newlyweds but the second we spend more then 2 days apart we fight over stupid stuff. I feel like when I miss him and put an effort to spend time with him he is either way busy working on something for his parents or having a guys night or just plain busy. When I finally do get time with him we get to do what he wants to do then when it comes my time to do what I wanna do it gets cut short by his mom and I have to leave. I feel like I'm the one making all the effort for us to see eachother cause i invite him over i make the plans and I do all the cute romantic and creative things for us. I just wished that when he says he misses me as much as he does he would put in an effort to come see me or just surprise me with something. I just dont know what to do anymore :'(

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Went to darian's grave today have her her birthday balloon couldn't find the headstone under all the snow but with determination & brad's help we found it :)

Friday, January 7, 2011

Words of advice university of phoenix are money hungry douche bags and i do not recommend them for a college at all grrr i feel like punching something :(

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Utah Driver's

So pretty much I freaking hate the way people in Utah drive. I have almost been in three accident's this week because people don't know how to drive. I just don't understand I think they should do an IQ test before giving someone a driver's license.

Monday, December 27, 2010

Fun adventures with Shaylee & Chelsea

So today was a pretty kick ass epic day. I got A LOT of sleep last night so I had a HUGE amount of energy plus to add to it I had a large mt dew at work so I was pretty hyped up all freaking morning. When I got off work I renewed my tags (finally) so now I don't have to dodge the 5-O anymore cause my car is LEGAL. Don't ask why some words are CAPS lol. After that I met up with the wifey Chelsea and we got some bomb ass Mexican food aka our native dish. Then Shaylee my super secret lover met us there and was supposed to help us eat the huge ass plate of Carne Asada fries  ( for the gringos that don't know what that means its pretty much just fries with steak cheese guacamole and sour cream on them aka a heart attack waiting to happen lol) and she freaking didn't so as the fat girl I am I was disappointed that I had to waste food. After that we hit up the mall to look for baby stuff cause Chels ( my wife) is PREGGERS YAY. Then Shay ( my super secret lover) bought some expensive ass jeans but they are way cute and shirt. We ate AGAIN (keep in mind Chels is eating for two I'm fat and shaylee well like i said she didn't help us at all with the fries that bitch)(jk i love her) anyways it was delish then We made chels try on some maternity pants with a belly (cause she doesn't have one yet) and she looked so freaking cute lol. Then me and shay tried one on and shay's boobs got smaller then the size B she already is and well I just looked fat so i'm never getting pregnant lol. After we came back and watched some Shane Dawson on youtube.com  (check him out he is AMAZING) and laughed a lot then chels left and shay is sitting here correcting me like damn English teacher and I'm about to deck her in her effing FACE well I'm off to bed and kicking shaylee out of my house so ta ta and sweet dreams to u all.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

memory lane

So I took a trip down memory lane tonight with my old friend Alex. It was awesome we talked about the old times and the could of been's and the should of's and where we are now. I missed him a lot and I was so glad to see him. I felt like I was back in Jr high again. He was the guy that I have been through a lot with and was always there for me. I do love him but not the way I love Brad. Im madly inlove with Brad and nothing will ever change that. Alex was my first love and he will always remain in my heart but Brad has my whole heart and that's just the way it is.